I joined Toastmasters a few years ago with the hope of
improving my public speaking skills. I have always been impressed by people who
seem to be able to effortlessly pull this off, regardless of the question or
subject matter. And while I believe that we all have it in us to learn the
skill, no matter how you slice it, it is pretty universally considered a
difficult task: In survey after survey, fear of public speaking regularly
clocks in at number one, even ahead of the fear of death.
Because of my steady diet of CSPAN, I’ve been exposed to
many rock stars of the craft. Bill Clinton ranks near the top, feeling peoples
pain publicly, while feeling up women privately; I am similarly impressed by
Newt Gingrich. Both of these leaders somehow have been able to maintain an
unimpeachable true rapport with their audiences, regardless of inner turmoil.
Or perhaps there is no turmoil – is this the secret?
Toastmasters meetings are typically structured around two
major speeches, with the remainder of the time filled with shorter public
speaking opportunities (e.g., Table Topics, where you are given a chance to
speak off-the-cuff for a minute or two on a provided topic), official
evaluations of speeches, and reporting by appointed members on grammar employed
and time consumed by participants. The flow is emceed by one of the club members,
dubbed the Toastmaster for the night.
At one of the meetings I attended, after the Toastmaster had
given his opening remarks, he introduced a couple of “visitors”: people who
were interested in improving their speaking skills and wanted to see what these
meetings were all about. We all nodded and smiled at them in appreciation of
their willingness to take on a challenge more frightening than death. Then our Toastmaster introduced the first
speaker and stepped away from the podium, giving her the floor.
She spoke eloquently on the subject of same-sex marriage; it
was from the heart, an impassioned plea about fairness and compassion. It was
so well done that I remember it not only for the well-constructed arguments,
but also for the way she effortlessly (and without a single “ah” filler word, a
technical no-no in Toastmasters) delivered complete paragraphs without a single
stumble. I was already sympathetic to her point of view, and her delivery left
me completely convinced of my position. As the speech ended, there was a
rousing applause, and none louder than mine.
After each one of these speeches, club members put down
their thoughts (encouragement, opportunities for improvement, etc.) on slips of
paper and later pass them to the speaker so that they might benefit from
several independent viewpoints. But I was struggling to provide anything – I
was impressed by the speech on so many levels – and ran out of time to complete
my evaluation before the next speaker started up. I continued to think about
what to say as the next speaker began, which turned out to be a speech about
growing up in West Texas.
As he spoke about the dry and barren landscape, my mind was preoccupied
with the lush, emotionally-charged imagery of the previous speech. But my
short-term memory can only hold a small number of concepts simultaneously, and
only if they are important enough at a base level; in this case, the pool was
eventually whittled down to “sex” and “Texas”, as if my mind had chosen
near-rhymes to fit in my compact (yet imaginative) brain. Seeded by these two words,
my thoughts drifted to an old story about sex and a Texan, Lyndon Johnson.
Early in his career, he was engaged in a bare-knuckles brawl of a congressional
campaign and he told one of his aides to disseminate the story that his
opponent had sex with pigs. The aide reputedly responded, “Christ, Lyndon, we
can’t call the guy a pigfucker. It isn’t true.” Johnson responded, “Of course
it ain’t true, but I want to make the son-of-a-bitch deny it.”
As the second speaker concluded, again I was presented with
the chance to put my thoughts down about the first speech, but I thought it
would be inappropriate to bring all of this up – I would be hard-pressed to
explain in just a few short sentences why it related to her speech. Indeed, any
attempt to draw parallels between Lyndon’s impeccable logic and hers on the
basis of these two words might seem forced, a post-rationalization of a
wandering, fecund mind. And, since I
hadn’t really been paying attention to the second speech, I had nothing to
provide there either. I settled on “Great job – I really liked the ending!” for
both of them and hoped they wouldn’t compare notes.
Once the speeches were finished, it was only a matter of
time before we got to the Table Topics section of the meeting, where we were invited
to speak on the subject of Christmas. This, for most people, is challenging
because of the fear of spontaneously making a fool of oneself in front of a
large group. This is in spite of the fact that we all know how to talk, and
when someone asks us a question, we all know how to generate sentences that are
at least partly connected to whatever has been said – we do it all the time in
everyday conversation. Not everything we say may be Hemingway or Faulkner, but
it is usually intelligible and people aren’t typically dropping their jaws in judgment
of the stupidity of it.
Nevertheless, no matter how much I tell myself this, I remain
skeptical, and here’s why: There’s an old (perhaps apocryphal) story that my
mom once told me about how, during the eighties as the Japanese were
enthusiastically embracing Western traditions, through garbled cross-cultural
communication, Santa Claus began showing up mounted on a cross as a decoration.
This memory comes and goes, but called on by the Table Topics Master and under
the pressure of the expectant crowd, it filled my mind and I imagined myself,
after an impeccably-timed delivery of the story, the recipient of well-deserved adulation,
like Newt before a packed house of fired-up Republicans after delivering a
punch line full of red meat.
The illusion firmly implanted, I leapt from the verbal high
dive: “I have listened with great interest to the proceedings about Christmas.
It’s a wonderful time, where families come together and celebrate. And
sometimes there are places that, new to the holiday, have come up with their
own unique spin on things, perhaps driven by confusion about who the major
players are. I don’t know if there is any better example of this than the story
I once heard about how in Japan they sold ornaments with Santa nailed to the
cross!”
A hush fell over the crowd – it seems the pool was empty and
my rapport with the audience was eminently impeachable – and I was beginning to
feel the vertigo that comes with the loss of the balance mechanism of the inner
ear. Apparently what I thought of as so funny was totally bizarre to them, and,
in an attempt to clarify that there was humor in this, channeling Forrest Gump,
I added, “And that’s all I have to say about that!” and walked back to my seat
under a sea of nonplussed stares. Of course, Toastmasters’ etiquette being what
it is, even my effort elicited some polite applause.
The rest of the meeting was a blur. The Jokemaster presented
the following: “What do you get if you deep fry Santa Claus? Crisp Cringle!”,
and he was rewarded with loud guffaws from the audience. The timer read the
times for all of us that had participated, and there were nods all around about
the lessons to be applied next time. The Ah Counter brought the bad news.
And then everyone passed out slips of paper with their
reviews of the speakers, including me. I’d gotten them before and I’d come to
learn that these things were generally less about scathing criticism and more
about encouragement. Alas, our two visitors knew none of this and went about
their evaluation in a workmanlike manner, and, after reading through my stack
of “Great job!”-themed slips, two stood out: the first read, “The presenter had
a dry mouth, and it was distracting,” and on the second was written, “Did you
say that because you are Japanese?” Laughing inside, my bravery was rewarded.
Yes, toastmasters... I should have sent my son to that group so he can deliver speech without sounding like reading from a book. But he'll kill anyone who criticize him... I'm proud of you son~
ReplyDeleteAll great men (yes I _am_ a man!) have seemingly mismatches between home and work life, just sayin'.
ReplyDeleteI'll have to write a song about santa on a cross, maybe deep fry him just to be safe.
Everything is better deep-fried!
DeleteI never saw the point of sitting around with a bunch of PC addled minds burning slices of bread and waiting for the sun to rise. But what the hell do I know. I'm just a llama. See me spit.
ReplyDeleteDamn right! Serves that stingy "Crisp Cringle" bastard right for spying on kids all year (that pervert!) and working those reindeer half to death -- string him up on the cross, deep-fry him, or, heaven forbid, sign him up for Jenny Craig, if that's what it takes!
ReplyDeleteSanta deserves to get punished. I used to hang with that guys during the 80s. They called me the dirtiest player in the game, but I couldn't hold a candle to that guy. He's the guy who practically invented Space Mountain. But I took the mantle from him when I beat him at StarCade. Wooo!
ReplyDeleteBTW, with a name like aBill, you aren't Japanese? Seriously? :)
Nice segue from Texas to Santa. I am from the South, where Santa Claus is sometimes referred to as "Satan Claus" because of his secular association. I can imagine that Texas, near kin to the South, would gladly see Santa/Satan crucified or fried!
ReplyDeleteSanta on a cross? Great material, so-so delivery.
ReplyDeleteI'd imagine doing something akin to William Jennings Bryan's "Cross of Gold" speech. "You are all on my naughty list!"
So mek me get this right - mi can learn fi tell lie in public if me go a Toasmaster?
ReplyDeleteSounds like they put you on the hot seat! Still going to Toastmasters? Maybe you should volunteer to give a little speech at the next AHM.
ReplyDeleteThe Alcoholic House Mothers have a meeting? Can I come too, I could sing a jingle or two
DeleteSounds like a good place to meet the future Mrs. Ric Flair. Woooo!
DeleteWrong acronym, Beaver. AHM is the pastry support group, Addicted to Hot Muffins. It meets centennially.
DeleteI'd like to bring this back to LBJ...
ReplyDeleteHe once said, "Being president is like being a jackass in a hailstorm. There's nothing to do but to stand there and take it." Sounds like you had your presidential moment.
He also said, "Any jackass can kick down a barn but it takes a good carpenter to build one." And I think you know which carpenter I'm thinking about...
I also had another thought, and to quote LBJ yet again, with a minor edit as noted...
ReplyDelete"Did you ever think that making a speech on [Santa] is a lot like pissing down your leg? It seems hot to you, but it never does to anyone else."
Man, that must be my problem. :)
DeleteOne last comment from LBJ, "The fifth freedom is freedom from ignorance." Glad to provide some enlightenment.
DeletePraise Tebow! Wooooo!
DeleteWe make Santa cookies, drown them in milk and then eat all the yummy little Santas. We also have Santa and Frosty toilet paper for the holiday season. Considering our tranditions, mercilessly pithing Santa on a crucifix doesn't seem that bad.
ReplyDeleteAt toastmasters, do they replicate the whole wedding speech experience? Drinks and awkward dancing...if so, I may have to join.
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